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what? scott you're updating? i think i'm dreaming [Oct. 19th, 2004|01:55 am]
[mood |i want to spoon]
[music |elefant - ester]

hi, nope. not a dream, i am updating for once... like the first time in a few months. I don't know why really, but life is really good right now, especially because of the rain (i'm not ripping you off jen, if you're reading this) But really, the unusually grey weather that is outside right now is making me happy, like the kind of happy that makes you just want to say hi to everyone and give high fives, and hug people. It's the kind of happiness you get at home occasionally.

tomorrow has the potential to be the best day of the year.. well maybe not, but Elliott is coming back to sing to us again tomorrow, and I think I'm going to be emo for a day, and listen to it over and over, even if it sucks, which is impossible by the way, because it's Elliott, and he can't suck.

okay, well that's about it, i'm not going to commit to any more entries for a long time, but i am just making sure i'm not dead. peace love and all of the above
<3 scott
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i'm melting [Jul. 24th, 2004|12:24 am]
[mood |hothot]
[music |Nada Surf - happy kid]

holy crap!!! it's sooooooooooooo effing hot right now. it was in the 90's today, and it's 12:25 at night right now, and i'm sweating still. I was gonna sleep outside on my dad's hammock, but the bugs love me and I don't love them back. I just watched Payback. good movie. I'm on myspace for reals now. It's studid, but i find myself on there more than i would like to admit. I sold my guitar amp today and am bidding on a small tube amp on ebay right now. It ends tomorrow. I'm stoked if I win it. It sounds sooooooooooooo good! My car needs a new clutch... that's gonna either be a whole lot of no fun, or a whole lot of money to replace. Ron is still watching out for me though. I heard him utter some obsene words about his mom the other day. don't know what that was all about. aight fuzz, i gots to buzzzz

huggy bear
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bellingham is beautiful [Jul. 5th, 2004|08:52 pm]
[mood |mellowmellow]
[music |copeland *....... the brightest]

I just got back from a place called Bellingham which is close to the canadian border. My friend has a lake house with a boat, waverunner and other toys. It was fun, and i'm mad sore from wrestling with people and wakeboarding on choppy water. burnt too. The lake there is soooo nice. It's the perfect temp. and nice and clean and there's tons of trees and hills surrounding it, and eagles, and sunsets. It's insane. I played some poker too. It was ten dollars to buy in. I got cleaned out both nights, but now I know how to play and it was fun. I actually did alright. I used my "i don't know what the heck i'm doing" attitude against people after I figured it out.
As far as girls go right now, I'm a mellow fellow. Still doing good at not falling in love with everyone i see. well sorry for the shortness, but i'm going.

what do u think they dream of...

u n c o n d i'd see i t i o n a l l o v e
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flying commando [Jun. 21st, 2004|01:37 am]
[mood |drunkdrunk]

i'm not really drunk.. i just wanted to see what the face looked like

Today was fathers day. We woke up early and had our little celebration. I made him a really funny card, he liked it. I shaved my brother Jordan's head today, like down to half an inch. It was way long too. I didn't go to any family gathering's coz i had to work all evening, which was dead boring. I dozed off a couple times. I just got back from midnight bowling with will-dogg. I'm cooked. basically i started writing to say i miss being around people i like and have more in common with than up here. Oh, i heard some way good songs on the radio tonight.

Ben Gibbard - you remind me of home
Pedro the Lion - iron heart or something by Cat power
and lots of postal service. good times. k
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weroihfiosdfklhklwerjkljklsdfj [Jun. 12th, 2004|12:36 am]
[mood |lonelylonely]
[music |built to spill --- car]

hi. i've been busy working a lot. last night i went to my friend Nick's house and spent the night. He has an old school pinball machine in his garage that he got working. It's the real thing too, it's rad, we played for like an hour straight. my mom is working on photo albums right now. There's some pretty scary pictures of me. I don't know what i was thinking. my mom bought my new favorite kind of ice cream. k, so have u ever had those little chocolate Ande's mints that they leave on your pillow sometimes at hotels? yah, well it has a bunch of those blended in with bomb dizzle vanilla ice cream!!! oh dang, it was heaven. Holly called today from Costa Rica which was a first, except i was recording at the time and i had headphones on, so i didn't hear it until the LAST ring and it was too late. I couldn't pick up fast enough, and I couldn't call back because my phone is gay and it's a weird costa rica number. I was sooooooooooo bummed! dang, but the message was cool anyways. I wish I could be tired sooner than 2. I get bored doing nothing into the night. I've been watching the beatles movies, Hard Day's Night and Help. We own them. George is my favorite beatle. He was a stud and he got the hottest wife out of them all. John ended up with freakin Yoko. Man, he must have been smoking some strong herbs. Oh, that's a word people like to mis-use. Do u say Heeeerb, or erb. I say erb. The h is silent i think. k. i'm gonna shower. man i miss my friends :(
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the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had [Jun. 3rd, 2004|11:18 pm]
[mood |accomplished]
[music |The Shins ..... Caring is Creepy (my fav)]

(i'm not depressed at all like the title might imply)

oh my gosh.. i went and saw The Postal Service and The Shins and some other bands last week at Sasquatch festival. It was amazzzzzzzzing, oh dang. we were 3 rows away from the shins and the postal service, looking right up at Mr. Gibbard himself. That man, although short in stature, can rock you like a hurricane! dang, and Jenny Lewis was hott. It was a super good show, but The Faint still takes the cake for the best show ever, hands down.

Seattle life is pretty kosher. I worked 8+ hours at the pizza joint today and then went on a family bike ride tonight. We found this humongo hill that you can catch wicked mad speeds on, so we did that for a while and then came home and at freshly baked cookies. ohhh, the sweet pleasures of home. Oh, I took a bath last night. Haven't had one of those in a few months. i guess i was feeling the grunge a little bit, and a little moldy. You think that's bad? You should have seen my bath water. it was close to black with a hint of yellow. ohhh, disgusting. I am feeling like a new person today though. I've been getting comments on my sexy glow, especially around my neck i guess. I should bath more often.

I miss California people and Johnny and the beach. We talk though, like once a week so it's ok. If he knew i was talking about me missing him in my live journal, he would probably think i'm even more gay than i already am. oh well, it's a good thing that i miss him. And if you're reading this, this is weird, but holla at me. I don't think he reads livejournals.

Sweet. I left more than a sentance this time around. Well i'm going to go do some sit ups to kill off my belly. goodnight world.

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Rad girls don't happen all the time [May. 25th, 2004|01:10 am]
[mood |sympatheticsympathetic]
[music |azure ray]

I was in the mood to write like 5 minutes ago, but i just lost desire. sorry. maybe tomorrow
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just when you thought i'd never come back [May. 19th, 2004|12:20 am]
[mood |nature's calling]
[music |i would be listening to Pedro, but i'm not.]

I'm back in Seattle, and it's not raining like i wish it were. It's kind of boring here without my californian, but not really from california, homies. I got my job back at Boston Wood-Fired pizza. It's mellow. I don't really have much to say, except that I kind of want to live close to the people i love. This is what i was talking about. It's good to be close to family, but truth is, my friends are like family to me. I've been going to my spot these past few nights. I don't generally take people there because it's my secret spot. It's in Kirkland and it's overlooking the lake, and the city lights, and you can see the top of the space needle, and the clouds light up. It's insanely cool. It's a good place to sort out the knots in my head. Cool. well, now that i've made my annual journal entry, I'm going to go hibernate for a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time. later g's.

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whoa ho ho [May. 1st, 2004|12:30 am]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Mason Jennings ** ballad for my one true luv]

check it out. the non-existance LJ boy is back. how cool is that? so i went to your room, and read your diaryyyyy... a lot of drama has gone down for me in the last week and my head is in a knot. I'm trying to sort out feelings, and decide if my feelings are real. It's complex. Basically it involves a girl who likes me and I've liked and gone up and down about, and now i think i like her, but the pessimistic side of me is telling me that i might be caught up in the moment, but this kind of thing doesn't happen very often to mr. scott. (that is liking someone, and them liking me back possibly even stronger than i like them, and us both knowing it) It's interesting and confusing because now that everything is out on the table, it would be way rad to pursue something, but a week is not much time, and long distance would kill. I don't know what to do. I'm scared of doing the wrong thing. At this point i'm thinking we shouldn't start something right before summer, and just be good friends. It would suck balls to know there's someone who thinks the world of you, and would love to kiss you, and they're on the opposite end of the country. I kind of have lots of hormones and i think i would explode from the inside out. who knows, but that's my take on my own situation. girls are stupid. not all, but they control your thoughts, which don't even make sense. ok, well that's my occasional chapter for tonight.
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under the killing moon [Apr. 16th, 2004|12:53 am]
[mood |pensive:)]
[music |nothing lasts forever]

i think my LJ fad is dying out. or maybe there's really not much to write about. like now. i don't even know what i'm doing. i think what i'm doing is knocking out. k. gootenochhtt
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